Wednesday

Been good, Swimming Monday, Yoga tuesday, aching today and have a mad appetite. Money a worry, late on my loan but paid now, need to start shooting down some of these little blls. Turned down the job so no excuses need to start advertising now. Date on Friday with Y**** lets hope it'll be a blessing. Making the wedding dress deposit was paid Monday, so next step. Must contact my celeberity before Sunday.
Help me to keep on have strength and not give up!! K went to visit Windsor castle school trip, easter soon, want to really let the kids have some fun and love life a bit more!

Monday

Monday and the sun is out!! OMG! Had an awful weekend. Been good 2day went to the gym and did aqua aerobics, slimfast for breakfast, salad for lunch, water drinking, have an appointment today to design and make a wedding dress, also been offered a job machinist, but I can't take it I have the whole world at my feet but I'm just to lazy to take it. U ask?? A famous theatre celeb asked me to design a collection for him which if fab, will be huge, need to run my own business. I'm just get so depressed so blue, I just hide from the world, hopefully this blog will help me out of the downs. Brad coming for dinner not sure what we cooking yet. I'll weigh in soon so we get an idea of the mission we on and come bk in the morning to note my accomplishments to encourage me to be all I should be, not for me but for my children. xx

New to blogging so help a gal!

Thank crunchie its Friday! Today is the first day of blogging, I wasn't quite sure what blogging was, but have been told its an online diary for other sad o's like me to read, so as I'm quickly losing faith in humanity, I'm turning to a laptop, to blog to relieve the boredom and to start my new life.
New life! Oh! I have had the a craziest life, time for a new one an ideal one, so if u read this be encouraged to kick me as lifes drowning me. Today the diet has started again ok! Searching for a lover/partner in a sea of losers continues... And my New Business has started...its goin so well so far I'm fishing and blogging the internet.
Well bk later hopefully in a better mind.